claratan.

Thursday, August 25, 2005
6:43 PM

so his mother wen to visit him today n he ws forced to join between a few gangs n he chose omega.e MALAY ppl wan..wad kinda crap is dis.brainless ppl.go inside still wana fite..anw he's so cute i tell u!

'i want to come out u also want to.if u wana fite u come out den we fite.'

i am so upset anws..somebody console mi.i cnt visit him..at all.btw its quite fun hiding my pics in mags..he told mi to paste my pics in mags..n ltr im gona hav fun doing dat..i miss him.i miss his face.i wish i cud js wake up to noe dat its 2007 oredi.n in my dreams we'd b spending both 2006 2007 countdowns together again :) DREAMS makes mi happy.

i wan him to b hre to listen to mi n my craps again.i wan him to hold my hands the way he'd always..stretching his hands to the bck asking mi to hold on n nt let go.cos im always miles away.i wan him to b my everything again..i will nv find someone the same like he is.i will nv find someone e way id love him.althou he isnt the one i prayed for.he isnt one id see a future with..id still b waiting for s long s i cn js to noe dat ive tried.

clamirism ~

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