claratan.

Tuesday, January 17, 2006
7:49 PM

y m i so ill fated with somethings.y m i always made to go thru that same feeling over n over again.y put mi thru all this all the time.

sent jay jee joe elijah off at the airport yest.
im missing the 3 j's presence oredi.
i will miss jee's 'OHHHH NOOOOOOO' n 'LTS'.dat idoit got 'LTS' tatooed yest.it ws stupid bt he will forever rmb dis time bck.
i will miss making fun of joe n hw he'd do the same.i will miss his 'mat-rock' hair n his mat hokkien way of speaking.
i will miss jay's laughter.i will miss him most.
all the shit we've done together i will forever rmb.

kyns n i are planning to go over to melbourne soon.i cnt stand spore's life anm.its been one yr since i got bck frm nz.i wudnt mind goin bck dre.js nt put mi bck with the same guardians cos dey r js like my parents.worst actually.i hope to leave dis place soon.

anws, kyns lost his camera which means all the pics we've taken together r gone..im still feeling really sore bout it thou it aint my cam cos e pics taken during deir time bck r ALL GONE.

i haven got the mood to work on any of my projects today.i shall begin again tml after my 2hrs of piano.i seriously m really tired of life.i need to get out of this place n find somewhr new.