claratan.

Wednesday, May 31, 2006
4:05 PM

i cnt get to sleep.
n recently theres just been something bothering me, alot.
i dont know what to do.
i dont even know why im feeling confused.
shld i even be getting there at all.

look what uve done-

i need u still.
i need u to say something.
i need to feel ur presence.
dont fade away.

be with me
cos i dont wana feel apart frm u.

OK...
so lets talk about what ive been doing.
WORK.stand work work fold fold stand.
work haunts me in my slp.i woke up to fold my blanket, i hear my colleages talking to me, i woke up in shock thinkin i fell aslp at work.
besides all that 'nt bein able to slp w/o tinking about work',
i gained 2kg since i started work.good for me :) im bck at 45kg.

haya..im suddenly feeling irritated.gona go slp nw.i shld js stay home n slp n watch my 9pm show, lah.NO going out today.

if only time could go bck to 2003.