claratan.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006
8:46 PM

i am in such a fucking bad mood
i dont usually use that but i am going to use a million today.
i will use a million 'fucks' because i am in SUCH a fucking bad fucking mood.

besides that i need to share.
clara's tired of going through every single thing you gota go through in a relationship.
i swear its SO bloody tiring im so tired of going into any relationships.
im so used to not having anyone and i wont be used to having someone now or next year or what so ever.cause im TIRED.

somebody kill me please.
my mother's driving me to my grave.
she thinks mirdat's out when he is so fucking still in prison.
so whats her fucking problem and stopping me from staying out all the time.
she has to bloody call EVERYTIME when im out and give me NO PEACE.
i feel like stabbing myself whenever she calls and ACCUSE me.
it irritates me SO SO fucking bad.

everythings wrong.
school's getting shitty.everyone's leaving.
my mother kills me with her nags EVERY SINGLE DAY since i got yaya and i seriously seriously wish i could snap her tongue.

WHATEVER OKAY.

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yesterday was simpang with edmundma and dear friends plus dear ra.
went to joshua's again after.he has a cosy nice place to sit and talk.
its so sweet to see how bonded their friendship's like
i laugh at myself for having friends who bothers about their own purpose.
im not talking about all of course.

jacq and i at pacific cafe.