claratan.

Thursday, September 07, 2006
2:34 PM

id rather die then to feel the constant nervosity.
i am dying!!!
oh my god i feel worst then anything else.
why is it so hard to see my own boyfriend.
i feel so nervous i dont want to see him please.
i had thoughts of not going but its been so long i want to see him too!!!!
my heart feels like its going to drop
HOW
im going to see him in an hour and i cannot stop that me feeling nervous shit.

ANYWAY!
i received a letter from school going on about my bad attendance.

oh and yah.i didnt comb my hair today!hahahahah
sam said do not comb or brush when its wet cause your hair will fall.
and so i didnt!
my hair looked fine though.no one noticed anything so yups.
i think i will go on with the not combing of hair.

ok!i gotta get changed to see mirdat.
latelatelate