claratan.

Friday, September 08, 2006
7:54 PM

so yesterday felt rather awkward?
hmm well, at least for awhile.
he looks nothing like the mirdat before so it was hard to see the 'mirdat i was once with' infront of me, kind?
its been SO long.
haha but he's still the same lah!
although it was awkward we could still talk like before and i like :)

the way he looked into my eyes yesterday felt so..hmm, deep.
our eyes never met the way it did yesterday
and ill never forget :)

i miss him even more after seeing him yesterday
BOO

anyway, todays the last day of school to a week of holiday next.
everythings OVER.
i killed myself yesterday to have my project dued today completed
and the lecturer was being bias.
i know mine's not perfect but dont give me the same grades as someone who has practically nothing at all?wtf ok.
and she said today 'clara, crystal and vera's going to be late confirm...and shariff too'.
like shut up right.
she wasent wrong but whats with the 'us' and not others who has the possibility of being late too.
i have zero interest in her, her teachings and everything.

lecturers after lecturers tells us that our class is the worst amoung all the other classes in our course.
why is it i heard it last year too.
is that how lecturers work.
'tell every class that their the worst.'
or am i just meant to always be in the 'worst' class.
it dosent bother anyway.

id have the chance to see mirdat in an open visit around december :D
whee i cannot wait.
hurry hurry hurry!