claratan.

Wednesday, February 21, 2007
2:26 AM

honestly, im so afraid of my past returning.
i dont know whats going to happen
i dont know what im going to do
i dont know many things.

its been 2 years and that day is finally nearing like crazy.
i cannot take how each day passes like hours becomes minutes.
its not that i cannot forget but its been so long.
really, all that.

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sometimes i cannot take his past
i cannot take his past and i cannot take my own past coming back.
all this irritates me to my roots i just want to run away.
its getting to me i dont know what im going to do.
i dont know what to do but im not standing here.

why isit my days changes.
and sometimes so drastically.